Damon Hubbs | Self-Portrait as the Last Man Skiing at What Was Once the Highest Ski Resort in the World

Self-Portrait as the Last Man Skiing at What Was Once the Highest Ski Resort in the World

After Ruth Padel

It went by many names—
cold road, bridge of winds, Chacaltaya
and on the final run
before the last piece of ice disappeared

as I skim down clouds
already cracked like clay,
I think about how all the water on earth
arrived in comets and asteroids

and for a moment I am a paper clip
floating on surface tension,
the liquid droplets of my shape
changing with each turn

pulling blood up narrow vessels
like a dowsing rod.
Against the force of gravity
my binders break

the bluebird sky is hurled,
the glacial slope trimmed
from neckline to waist
like a bodice laddered with loose teeth

and all at once
I am declared dead,
no longer thick enough
to move.


Damon Hubbs is a gardener, casual birder, lapsed tennis player, and author of the chapbook Coin Doors & Empires (Alien Buddha Press). His most recent work appears/is forthcoming in DarkWinter LitAcropolis JournalLothlorien Poetry JournalApocalypse ConfidentialDreichCutbow Quarterly and elsewhere. He can be found on Twitter @damon_hubbs.